Hi Everyone.

Its been a while since I actually wrote something and I wondered about writing an update on me and my life. But then I thought, who would actually read it and care? lol I dont know too many people on here, so I thought whats the point. Which is also a lot to do with why I havent written in a while.

I resigned from my job last week, I had to give 2 weeks so I'm officially finishing next Wednesday. But today I woke up, crying my eyes and realised I can't do this. So I'm hopefully going to go to the doctors to get a medical certificate so I can get out off on sick leave.

I adore my apartment and have loved living alone. I realised how much when a friend asked if I wanted to move in with her and I instantly thought "No thanks!" lol I guess this isn't as awful as I thought it might be. The only thing I havent liked is that I have to work. I know that sounds silly but when I've been feeling so run down and stressed I've missed being able to go "oh, hubbys paycheck will pick up the slack, theres no pressure" and getting to stay home. But thats alright. I knew that would be the case and I've gotten through it.

I miss the couple side of things, mainly affection and sex and stuff. But I can get on without it, thats why vibrators were invented! lol